I don't really know what I want to do in life. I mean I know what I want to do. I want to become a cool punk rock musician. But I mean realistically. I'm very passionate about politics and am a proud democratic-socialist, but I'm terrified of speaking in front of large groups. I feel like my life is all one big blur. Wake up, get ready, work at school, "socialize, sleep, repeat. I want to do something with music, I really do, but I'm terrified that it won't work out. It's such a gamble, like being an artist or something. If it doesn't work, (the odds are against you) you'll have wasted your time and money on something that didn't work out, and I don't want to ruin my chances of pursuing a career in something else. But I'm still young, I have time.